So there’s this great blog out there called “Knowing the Narcissist”.
It’s brilliant, really. It’s like Sam Vaknin on reality television crack, a much more novel and entertaining approach to exploring the inner workings of the narcissist. He is doing the same thing that ol’ Sam did- selling out his narc brethren for profit. Total kudos to him (he goes by the name H. G. Tudor, by the way, you can find his books on Amazon). He has to be making a killing- or at least he will be- me thinks.
Read what he has to say about the motivation of the narcissist, about the inner “life”, about the “feelings”. You will find it quite enthralling- at first. Some might find it quite painful- but understanding (and knowing the enemy) is something that has to be done if you are to “see”. And you must “see” to survive. Keeping that mask in place takes a Herculean effort, and if a narcissist is dealing with someone pretty keen, it won’t take them long (with the help of Google or Amazon) to figure the game out once the mask slips a time or two.
Here’s the point. Tudor is doing us all a service, but once you’ve had your fill, it’s easy to tire of his fanfare (just like with your real-life narc).
It’s easy to grow weary of the nauseating arrogance (just like with your real-life narc).
I know it’s partly his shtick, and it really serves it’s purpose- to fatten his little wallet (and if you gain some perspective and shower him with some attention, everybody wins). But once you are enlightened, you pretty much get your fill and have to move on into a world that doesn’t revolve around a narcissist. Pretty much just like “they” do- take what you can get and hit the road. In the end, it’s a win-win, as long as you walk away.
Seriously, H.G., if you are out there- keep doing what you are doing.
There will always be fresh meat, always be new people who need you. There will always be an audience, you will never work yourself out of a job. You give us much needed food for thought so we can then turn to gnawing ourselves free from these ties that bind us.